Author: maryboleyn

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A Great Night Out With Mary Boleyn – Feb 2, 2015

When I got to town in Kitchener that cold winter day, you had everything waiting for me to stay with you for a few days while I did some business. I had rented a car in Buffalo and by the time I got to Kitchener the snow was already 6-8 inches deep. You had a space for my rental car all set up, of course, so I easily got into the underground garage. The next morning, I went out to get a Timmies for us both and got stuck in the snow around the first corner. It was one of those have one foot out the door pushing and letting the engine do it’s best while the tires just spun. Oh, the joys of Canada in the winter.

You announced that you had bought two tickets to see Jeff Dunham at the arena on Ottawa St. We got there at the opening because you said we could park in the handicap parking because of your CF. It was perfect. We sauntered in and you took me to the gift tables and insisted that I let you by me a Peanut doll. I agreed only if I could buy you one as well. I still have mine next to your picture to remind me to smile often.

Here we are in the arena waiting for the show to start. Love you!

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Message to Clara May 2018

Hi Mary and Clara;

I wanted you both to know that “Your Rock”.

I sent these cards to Clara to help celebrate the end of a school year. The Woohoo card has a music tune; Celebrate and dance to the music.

Love you both to the moon and back.

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Mary’s Mother’s Day 2018

It was a year ago that I reached out to Mary to let her know I was in her corner just prior to Mother’s Day. It was the first Mother’s Day following Clara being adopted and I knew she would have some emotion around it. That email changed both our lives. She immediately wrote back to me.

May 3, 2017

Hi Sweetie;

I was just thinking with all that is going on this month, you might like to know that someone is in your corner.
Love;
DAD
Thanks Dad. This email came at just the right time.

I would like to take a moment to say sorry to you. I have being doing a lot of reading (I’m currently reading a great book called Rising Strong) and in it it talks about how we have expectations for other people and then resent them for not living up to them and then dealing with the lose of those unmet expectations. I’ve started to learn that expectations are resentments waiting to happen.
I’m sorry that I had expectations for you as a dad that I didn’t share with you, and I’m sorry that I got mad and blamed you for not living up to those expectations.
I know now that you were doing the best you could with the knowledge you had at the time.
I hope this email doesn’t come too late for us to try to rebuild our relationship.
I love you and am grateful to have you in my life, as you are.
Please forgive the time it took for me to learn these lessons for myself.
Love
May 2018
I wanted this Mother’s Day to be special.  Mary spent her last eight days with me at Hyco Lake with my best friend, Mary Mount. Daughter Mary really enjoyed the lake view.
I took a grapefruit half and put in a candle, surrounded by the flowers that were blooming when she was here. I included a Maple Leaf for Canada and a smidgen of her ashes and set it afloat at dusk with the candle lit. My friend Mary and I watched and played Ode to Joy on my phone until they drifted out of site. It took hours and was very heartwarming.
I also included a candlelight for my Mom and Mary Mount’s Mom. I think I will make it a tradition.

 

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Clara – You Rock!

Hey, Mary;

I bought heart stickers and a fridge magnet to send to Clara this month. You always loved stickers so I thought Clara would as well.

I thought of you both when I saw; “You Rock” card and magnet.

I like having your picture nearby to look at every day. Love you!

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Valentines Day 2018

Hey, Mary;

I sent a set of hat and gloves to Clara on Friday 9th for Valentines Day along with a card from Grand MaryL and me.  They reminded me of when you were about Clara’s age and we had pictures taken at Olan Mills.

Thank you for being part of my life.

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Winter for Mary

 

When Mary was small, she loved to go out into the snow. She would build enclosed forts in the backyard on David St in Elora. The video of her sticking her head out of a snow fort was there.

Like for many Canadians, winter has a different impact on adults as it does for children. It takes an even bigger change when raising children in the winter climate.

Mary loved taking Clara out into the snow whenever she could. There is a park across the street from her Queen St apartment. Clara and I spent time there in both Winter and Spring.  Mary would always do her best to give Clara the best experiences for them to enjoy together. Playdates with her friends and their kids. A photography session on a Fall day. Hours with Clara and I at the Kitchener park. Clara always wanted me to chase her through the maze and catch her when she slid down the sliding board, giggling and screaming.

I am thinking about Mary’s infectious laugh today. Although it saddens me to remind myself of that sound in my head, it reminds me of the suffering Mary endured throughout her life with CF. Through it all, she smiled and refused to let it take away her joy of being alive.

I love you, Mary.

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Tim Hortons

Whenever I think about Tim Hortons I immediately think of you. So many times at so many Timmies. You always got a triple-triple, extra large.

Love and miss you. DAD